The 10 Aspects of Death

  
        Fear...... was it something to be feared of? Or was is something that fears us?

        Fear is the worst obstacle placed in our life, it stops us from doing something that seems fearful. But to think the other way, it stops us from being so daring. Fear can corrupt our life if we let it surpass and consume us!
      
        Fear...... it must know it's place in our life! We humans must stand up and be strong! To not overcome our fear, is to not believe in ourself. We must overcome our fear, we must believe in ourselves in whatever else! To overcome fear we must first confront it, to face it, in order to free ourself from the cage of darkness!

        However, we must as well think rationally, to confront fear is not to be a daredevil, but to be strong. There are some fears that you should overcome it, but not overdo it, or fear will once again...... devour and consume you......

Illusions... or real illusions?

Hidden in illusions lie real illusions.

Hidden in real illusions lie illusions.

Hidden in truth, lie lies.

Hidden in lies, lie truth.

This is an illusion... or the truth?

This is what makes my instincts accurate... or is it not?

This is a curse given to my world... or is it a bless?
This is the way of the illusionary technique...
That was casted upon my world...
A Genjutsu ( 幻術 )

I mixed the lyrics of All You Wanted-Michelle Branch and Love Story-Taylor Swift

When I first saw you, 

I closed my eyes and I got swept away.

I said hello but little did I know, 

That you needed someone to show you the way...

If you want to,

I can save you,

I can take you to somewhere we can be alone,
because all you wanted was somebody who cares. 

So lonely in our garden, 

So busy out there.

I'll be waiting, if you need me, 

You know I'll be there,

But I am starting to feel tired of waiting,

Wondering if you ever come around,

Please can you tell me, so I can finally see,

Where'd you go when you're gone...

        Vision is the sense that everyone in this world rely on the most, no matter in battle or listening to something, people would use their eyes in almost everything! And so everyone believes the phrase "Seeing is Believing", and so do I. That is why most people live a happy life, while some live in a sad life. The happy ones wish it was reality while the sad ones wish it was nothing but a mere illusion.

        Illusion is the greatest power, it is feared by all people, if suddenly, the world changed, and God says that it is the true reality, what would we think? "It must be just an illusion, if I close my eyes and open again, everything will be over". God is smart for not letting anyone possess the power of illusion, or else many would have fallen as a victim to the one who possesses the mighty power of illusion.

        Remember, do not always believe what you see, it may be an illusion. Try listening to one's real voice and not looking at his true colors as the field of vision is limited but the field of listening is unlimited. Because of the limitation of the field of vision of the eyes, dogs uses their nose to detect scents within a larger range.

        "People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?  Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.  Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"

        It's been a while since I've seen you so happy, it really relieves me. Your happiness is like my cure, you made me let the darkness in me slip aside, and made me hang in till each dawn. All the hopes the I hid, I finally started to believe in my soul. I pray that 1 day, peace and love will flow everywhere.

       So, keep up with your warm smile because fate will not leave you ^^

    

        Even with all my might, I still couldn't save you. The only way to save you is by unlocking the door with the key that locks you in the corner. But I couldn't find the key anywhere because the key is in your hand, you are the only one who knows how to save yourself, the solution is on your hand, if  you wish the be saved, then give that key to someone,  so that you wouldn't just save yourself, but too the one who saved you

    For the past few months, I've been swimming in this sea...... it was large...... I cant seem to find a shore...... so I kept on swimming until I found what I'm looking for...... but....... right now, I am starting to feel tired...... should I stop? Or should I continue? But I'm tired... I guess I'll stop...... and let myself drown into this sea...... this black sea...... a sea filled with eternal regrets...... peacefully......

      
        For the first time in my life, I've witnessed a moon with a star nearby. It shaped like the picture above.

        A moon with a star... it looks like a smiley face, but still lacks another star as the eye. I was wondering that time I saw this scene, it really surprised me...

        You know? Eventough I wanna be with you, I still hurt you too much. So, I will respect your desicion. If you accept me, then I will be with you, and if it's the exact opposite, then I'll respect your decision, and let you go...

        I will not come forth to you for I am the wrong one. I will wait for your decision to be made.

        Have anyone ever felt the same way before? Both regret and sad feeling... a feeling which you could never explain...

        It all started when I told her those things... it was awful. Right now, I wish that she'd forget about me and find someone else, it is better this way for I had hurt her way too much... I will disappear from her life, preventing myself from being an obstacle in her life, blocking her future...

        There's no forgiveness in my action. I will do anything, even if it means sacrificing myself, to protect and save her... most importantly, to repay my debt to her..   

Yo!! This is a new blog. This blog shows my world. For those who can read this, u guys are smart. The reason which I hide this is because I wan to keep it a secret and yet wan to share with everyone at the same time. Owh and btw, this blog wont be updated often.

    

     This picture shows a wolf howling to the sky. Some of you must be feeling scared when you heard a wolf howl. But, do you know that a wolf howl can mean other thing?

     Guess again, why do a wolf howl? And why does it howl until so creepy? Why do a wolf howl? Did you know that most of the wolves howl when it is seperated from it's pack? If you'd have listen more carefully, you'd feel it, the feeling of pure loneliness.

     The wolf howls to the moon, everybody knew that. But, have you been wondering why wolves howl to the Moon? Well I did. Based on my observation, I've notice that there are no stars appearing near the Moon. No matter how many times I've observe the Moon, I still found 0 results of stars appearing near the Moon.

     So the next time when you heard a wolf/dog howling, don't feel scared, but feel the lonely sound caming out from the wolf/dog. Then only you'll know how sad it is to be lonely all the time...