For the past few months, I've been swimming in this sea...... it was large...... I cant seem to find a shore...... so I kept on swimming until I found what I'm looking for...... but....... right now, I am starting to feel tired...... should I stop? Or should I continue? But I'm tired... I guess I'll stop...... and let myself drown into this sea...... this black sea...... a sea filled with eternal regrets...... peacefully......