For the first time in my life, I've witnessed a moon with a star nearby. It shaped like the picture above.

        A moon with a star... it looks like a smiley face, but still lacks another star as the eye. I was wondering that time I saw this scene, it really surprised me...

        You know? Eventough I wanna be with you, I still hurt you too much. So, I will respect your desicion. If you accept me, then I will be with you, and if it's the exact opposite, then I'll respect your decision, and let you go...

        I will not come forth to you for I am the wrong one. I will wait for your decision to be made.

        Have anyone ever felt the same way before? Both regret and sad feeling... a feeling which you could never explain...

        It all started when I told her those things... it was awful. Right now, I wish that she'd forget about me and find someone else, it is better this way for I had hurt her way too much... I will disappear from her life, preventing myself from being an obstacle in her life, blocking her future...

        There's no forgiveness in my action. I will do anything, even if it means sacrificing myself, to protect and save her... most importantly, to repay my debt to her..