Lived a life so endlessly, saw beyond what others see, and the lights you left remain but it's so hard to stay, when I have so much to say and you're so far away.

If I had the letters "HRT" I could add "EA" to get "HEART" or "U" to get "hurt" but I rather use "U" to get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without 'U"

Children Of Bodom

Conflict and terror hear the noise.
You're on the edge of a nerve-racking force.
Oh, my god, here's the fight.
Never siege, never riot, must defy.

Well look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step with me
You're soft.. no time to waste

Insanity and abnormality
Careful what you call reality.
What will always want
It was the day that you should die!

I'll never wait for another pain of death!
With the bullet in my gun and don't fuck over my shit!
Can you hold my crazy as I go?


INCOMING!

Say one, more word, 
I double dare you, BRING IT ON!
It's my world, you're in it, 
it'll take you down in a minute.

You can alter your look, 
Diversify your hate.
But the truth seems like,
A slap in your face!

When you look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step with me
You're soft.. it's no time to waste!

Insanity and Abnormality
Careful what you call reality
What you will always want,
It was the day you should die!

INCOMING!

Say one, more word
I double dare you, BRING IT ON!
Its my world, you're in it
It'll take you down in a minute

You can alter your look,
And diversify your image.
But the truth seems like,
A slap in your face.

INCOMING!

Welcome To The Family

Hey kid (hey kid)
Do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been living
Life so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family

Hey, there's something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family

Not long ago you'd find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now?
Can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and our feelings insecure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Hey (hey kid)
I have to question
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family

Hey, why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty re-run
Welcome to the family

I try and help you with the things that can't be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Gunning for you and all mankind
I've lost my mind
Psychotic rabid dementia
I won't be fine

I see you're a king who's been dethrone
Cast out in a world you've never known
Stand down, place your weapons by your side
It's our war, in the end we'll surely lose but that's alright

So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited, so step aside
I've lost my,
Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited, so step aside
I've lost my...

Spoken words reflects my nature,

like a mask with pretty carvings and patterns all over it. 

Written words reflect my true feelings,

true emotions which is always hidden.

If only the Moon will shine brightly just for me,

there comes the day that never comes.

        Why?... Why won't you listen? Why won't you forget it? Why do you cling to her that much? Won't it be better, if you were to move on? Without you, we cannot move on, all four of us must be together to move forward, but why do you decide to choose her.... so badly?

        My Heart... please answer me, why do you choose her? Your choice has led us all into pain. We can bear the pain because it doesn't hurt us that much but... your condition... you have almost reached... the precipice of death...

        My Heart... why won't you choose another person? Whisperer... you are the Hidden Heart, the H Pendant, you are suppose to make your choice well as you are the one with the most wisdom! Or is this... the wisest choice you said that you'll make when the time comes? Remove your hood! Remember all the words you've made! The promise! As long that the promise is not destroyed, there's no hope between us and her... Have you forgotten that?...

Exit light

Enter night

Now I lay me down to sleep

Pray the lord my soul to keep

If I die before I wake

Pray the lord my soul to take

Little baby don't say a word

And never mind the noise you heard

It's just the beast in your head

A Slumbering Night

        Jealousy and pain that I'm feeling has finally come to a stop. And so, I have awaken, from this void of infinite darkness.

        As known by everyone, a promise is something that one should always keep. Those who broke their promises are nothing more than scums in this world. Everyone has their promises to keep, I too, have a promise to keep. This promise is very hard to keep for it has only a thin membrane that is very fragile and easily penetrated.

        If this keeps on, it will only hurt both of us. Let this promise to be kept forever shall we? I'll try and stop loving you, this will make sure that it will always be kept. You should as well, stop loving me, for it will destroy this promise. If this promise I made towards you is destroyed, then it shall be kept, for eternity, until the end of all mankind...